i dont get it..are there lies or conspiracies lurking behind all these bullshit?hypocrites backstabbers fuckers..what if they are just in front of you and you dont know...where is her loyalty?she forgot her duties..it seems she rather listen to those who would destroy us..why? isit all planned? if only i knew this was coming i would have not gotten myself into this mess..i regret to know that my in-laws are like that..i am not accusing but it seems so clear.
the stupid thing is that they think i am a dumb guy...maybe perhaps of my dare devil attempt,selling my house away..who would have done would of course be labelled as stupid i guess..i cleared all the shit for them..the pretence have made it seem that its a relief and 'throw' away thought..
i dont want to proove anything here..i just want to get out..i dont care what they do or say anymore,i want to keep things simple.thats all..conclusion is i must get my wife and son out and far away as safe as possible..distract her..let her see the difference..i have responsibilities..and i wont let any one govern me how i do things.i bear the cons of my actions.not them.what if they are wrong?sorry wont be enough..and the actions they force me into might put me through hell in this world and afterlife..
like a nomad,work ,built a home ,earn a living.peace.live simple and happy fulfill responsibilities..die happy..no bullshit or complications.the only complications should come by Allah..not from self created by humans..which is unnecessary..enough is enough..
