Cobaan

Kau tak layak jadi seorang isteri.
Tak dididik.Ada hati bapak Kau kutuk dan hina
Aku Dan kluarga Aku.tengok anak anak da cucu cucu sendiri..
Tak guna Aku kata yang lepas.

Duit ngan segan korang kalah.
Kerja kuat.abis hutang.sabar Dan redha Pada
Allah yang semua Ini Akan stop Dan Aku selamat Dari
Tuduhan polis.dapat kan rumah..

Itu je Aku nak..

Stupid asses

Are you seeking attention or what?
Do stupid things to irritate you aunt who is very emotionally
down..you fucking pricks!

You people have super high end egos I never seen
before.from oldest to the 5 year old.
Therefore there's no way you all can live in harmony..
I had it with your bullshit backstabbing,light fouled mouths.
Your impatience when it comes to money.your accusations your display
Of style whatever it is go and do it.don't come near my family.

Anak bapak sama..you stupid assholes go and live your perfect world..
Don't bother mine if fond it stupid,fuck off and don't influence my son..
I lost my wife to her parents,but I won't lose my son..
Uncivilized people who think they are civilized..

Fucking stupid bank

Why did you refer me to the police you fucking asshole?
I am your customer.why did you do that?
Now I might face an unnecessary offense that has heavy consequences.
I make a mistake trusting the bank in general.
From today I will dispose all intentions of anything to do
with You sluts and bastards.we the average people give you
money to make money by banking,and you have to make me go thru sleepless
nites.I am expecting a baby soon..
I do shitty jobs to earn from scrubbing to cleaning..
If I am jailed for this when I'm not wrong,don't think you are big.
I will remain loyal to the bank I been using for the rest of my life.
You can take your banking greatness to hell..
If I see any logo of yours in my house I will fuck you in and out dry you bitchy slut bank..

now i know.

i dont get it..are there lies or conspiracies lurking behind all these bullshit?hypocrites backstabbers fuckers..what if they are just in front of you and you dont know...where is her loyalty?she forgot her duties..it seems she rather listen to those who would destroy us..why? isit all planned? if only i knew this was coming i would have not gotten myself into this mess..i regret to know that my in-laws are like that..i am not accusing but it seems so clear.

the stupid thing is that they think i am a dumb guy...maybe perhaps of my dare devil attempt,selling my house away..who would have done would of course be labelled as stupid i guess..i cleared all the shit for them..the pretence have made it seem that its a relief and 'throw' away thought..

i dont want to proove anything here..i just want to get out..i dont care what they do or say anymore,i want to keep things simple.thats all..conclusion is i must get my wife and son out and far away as safe as possible..distract her..let her see the difference..i have responsibilities..and i wont let any one govern me how i do things.i bear the cons of my actions.not them.what if they are wrong?sorry wont be enough..and the actions they force me into might put me through hell in this world and afterlife..

like a nomad,work ,built a home ,earn a living.peace.live simple and happy fulfill responsibilities..die happy..no bullshit or complications.the only complications should come by Allah..not from self created by humans..which is unnecessary..enough is enough..